I am from the other side.

For years I tried to go through to see the other side but when I got there all I could long for is to return.
Returning is a harder and a more difficult task. 
Back in the days I was a leader, a leader from within, today I am no leader but I remember how to get there, the map is in the history of me. though... this time around it will require help from what I now call the other side.
yes, I came through a portal, a wormhole that connects two worlds. when I return and returning I shell, I will understand things from both sides.
It is indeed a blessing but my soul cry's for what he lost.
I lost myself in a world that was not meant for me but yet it was built for my growth and understanding.
I will return before my time is up and I will connect the two world with the understanding of its history.
Thank you Hashem for all the quests and battles you send on me, I will always fight for right and if I Iose I will fight again with all I have left until you call for my return.