Its Outcome.

Quite moments move through swift. Without a timeline it leaves its effects behind for the future to live its imprint that was once swift through movement in the moment of quite.
Shhhh... Just Listen!!!

G.M.

GOOD MORNING WORLD AND TO ALL IN IT!!

Lightning fast!

Moments... it is all around us!
It is one of the most rare and precious thing in ones journey. due to one is completely and  differently formed from the next,
60 seconds of 60,000 millisecond it sound a lot but goes by so fast.
SO DOSE ONES LIFE!
I will do my best to fill it up so when that time come I will be happy to say goodbye!
But until then may Hashem bless us all with a truthful, happy and healthy week! :)
shavuah tov!!! :)

A Deep connection!

The wonder of the hearts Ocean, is only for another to tell and in-tune.

The Power of a true relationship!

Just!

For some people it is another day..
For some people it is a new day..
And for some people it is just... Just the moment of being!!

When you meet yourself.

At the end of the tunnel is the mirror of you. I hope You enjoy what you see!!

Two For One.

A broken heart can take one far,
A broken heart who happiness can take one even farther!

May we all see Hashem's wonders in everything and may we live with Emuna as our water for our Bitachon. And in time perhaps understand the wonders of its purpose.

A journey of blindness.

Love may be blind but it sure brings other senses to the table.
Keep loving! Keep moving forward! And if you can't feel the way then just asked the almighty and he will be your cane.

Good luck! And may you have a journey of good merit!

Smile!

Smile when no one sees, it will create a happy aura and perhaps pay it back to you in times when the frown arrives. He will be hesitant to show his darkness due to the auras light is king over sadness and kings decide and lead with their ruling power over the land he claims and if it is not his he brings out his mighty army till he gets the land under his title,
Every one of us has the whole world for himself. an internal world one can claim and if we are overpowered by an outside weakness collect your strength, your armies, and fight till you claim it yours!
Just a smile and the world can be claimed under your title. a title that no one can take away, only you can give it up!

Just Smile! :)

Stillness

Some feelings don't have words to represent them, yet it is worth every moment with it! 
May we all get to experience the divine presence and I bless you that when you feel it you should know how to stand with it, and remember that its beautiful stillness 
is in the movement and its movement is its stillness! 

May we all experience!!

Dark Spots...

The world is a magnificent place, a place of findings. And sometimes the dark spots are the greatest discoveries of it all. 
May Hashem always give us the right vision to see his wonders and its meanings! 

Good morning beautiful World!! :)

A Facial Expression.

I think and I think hard, at the end all I can do is smile.

Moments.

The moment is only as powerful as the power you give it.
Mother nature brings with her mighty moments, the way we deal and continue from that time on is the strength that the moment of past survives and carries its face we give it.
Mother nature is only the vessel, our doing is its soul.

Live the moment and you will indeed live.
Sleep the moment and mother nature will be you face.

The sun shines even when it's cloudy.

Good morning world!! :)
It might be cloudy here today but it is sunny some other place and that make me smile :) 
Time will come for the mist to move on or evaporate and the sun will show once again!

A Host for Complication.

It is all in the simplicity of things. without the simple the completed has no host.

VIP Pass

I got a kiss from Hashem today like every day but a kiss from love never gets old, every one is the one!!
My beautiful friends, this world is a place of joy, take the VIP pass and Love! Laugh! Hug! Dance! Remember to say thank you! Say I love you! Share! Have gratitude! And remember that you are the most beautiful creation!!

A journey on the ocean!

The world is an ocean and am a sailboat sailing my way from one end to the other and when I will reach my destination I will port and someone else will start a journey of a World's length.
I ask and pray to you almighty. to bless me with a safe sailing and to reach my final point in full with no harm to the boat or to its soul.

I am a product of my past!

When I look back, I see the trail whom I left behind. 
It is there to remind me that the future of my futures is built on the foundation of my past.

May I always Remember!!

The Nation Yisra'el.

When you see someone going through a painful time sympathize with them. When one goes through a difficult time in-themselves then you say Gam-Zoo-Le'tova. If one has sympathy for them-self then it is called pity and pity can you get you really far, but usually not in the positive direction. Thank you Hashem for giving me the opportunity to surround myself with good people, people with positive vision, and as much life throws the pity card at any of us we stay strong to understand and remember when to say I feel your pain and when to say Gam-Zoo-Le'tova! May the Almighty grant us all the clarity to understand what growth is and help us expand our visions, feelings and understandings with balance of a clear mind and together build the strongest friendship that the world ever saw in its history! Let us all carrie our nation's symbol proudly and with a strong heart and a piked up chin say WE ARE YISRA'EL!! We are a nation of one! We are a nation of survival! We are a nation who conquers! We are a nation who understands! We are a nation that is built by love! We are a nation who understands consequence! We are a nation who live by a code! We are a nation who is proud to be called "the purple jacket people!" We are a nation who battles the internal and by that we build our external! We are a nation of giving! We are a nation of Rochniut! (spirituality) We are a nation of forgiveness We are a nation of balance! We are a nation of unity! We - are - a nation! WE ARE YISRA'EL!!! May the Almighty Seal each and every one of us under the one big umbrella of good!! May we all have the clarity in what to ask-for on this big day of Yom Kipur. And may all of our Tefilot be heard and answered swiftly! Chag Sameach My dear and beautiful Family Yisra'el! With deep love ~Beenie.

Bella and her Soul connect.

I woke up to a beautiful morning by the water, the relaxed Kineret was waking with us but not Bella.
Bella was already up and waiting to welcome the new day.
It is a moment that will stay engraved in my mind and heart.

Bella! Seeing you that morning Davening, gave me a new outlook of prayer!  I was sitting and looking from afar, admiring your beaut.  your Jolly and peaceful aura touched me forever.
It is now Tuesday may 9'th 2013.  Every time I look in the Siddur or close my eye to speak or quietly connect to Hashem I see you there holding your Siddur and giving yourself the full moment to connect.
Bella you changed the way of the world and I am glad that I got to stamp the moment of history!
 

" I was there, and saw the world reborn to its new times! "

With deep appreciation and gratefulness, ~Beenie.

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I wrote this to Bella on May 9’th 2013 but I never sent it out. Maybe one day you will come across it and it will make you smile :) .

A forever smile!

Life makes me smile even when I cry!

Angles and its outcome!

We can see life with different glasses and from different angles. today I have been reminded of a powerful history, a repeating cycle that I sometimes take for granted but life is not to break from it's fall, only to climb higher and to see it from a new perspective with an understanding from its history.

Photo at brakeNeck Trail N.Y. 9/22/2016

A sneak peek!

Life has its ways...
Thank you so much Hashem for giving me the opportunity to portal through and see a sample of its view!

Can you explain love??

Every so often my thoughts write faster than my hands can put it on paper... so all I can say at those times is I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!!!
Love has the power to scramble my words and writings but it only strengthens my grasping and feeling of the place we call ours!

Always Love till you understand the hidden meaning of love, who hides in plain sight!

Time that dose not exist!

It all comes down to time. Time that dose not exist. A place with no Limitations...
only if the mind would listen to the truth of its being of no.
Live the Chailick-Alokiy in you and you will be so!

A meditation on "being the"

Life is about movement but sometimes one need to stay with no stir to see the waves of the universe.
May we all live with Harmony of balance. To know the present, who is built by the past, so the future can be!

The Heart.

---- A fragile organ that connects to the spiritual power and together love is born ----

Stay for love.

This is to all the people who need someone to love them.

Know that there is always someone somewhere who goes absolutely  {|}|}[¥[£§  over you.
So stay positive, so you can be a happy vessel for the goodness to come in and be held with love!

My happiness gets Happy

Happiness is a state of mind. Therefore everything and everyone can make me happy. But Then there are those people that know how to make my happiness happy.
They are the people I LOVE to be around!! 😃😃😃

My Neshamas Trail

It is so so dark...
But I will follow my Neshama till light arises again, and then I will BE light!! 
May we all have a blessed Journey!! :)

One step at a time.

Hello World, 

I am coming for you... and I will greet you with a smile when I overcome your traps of nature. 

Until then,

With Love ~ Beenie :)

My soul longing.

Dear hashem, I know that you always talk to me and you show me your ways through your beautiful Univers.
Sometimes I understand it and some times it takes me a while to intune, though, times you speak loud to me, yet in such gentle ways.
My heart is melting and I long so deeply for its relationship and my mind is shining and singing love with smiles.

A precious moment.

The span of life taught me many things but nothing taught me more than the moment!

A forever walk.

She walks with wisdom,

A journey of no end,

And  that is the beauty of its walk!

Why I like breakfast

I enjoy a good traditional breakfast. :)

Lite toast with butter and sprinkles of salt.
Two eggs, scrambled and lightly salted.
A nice red vine tomato cut in half slices.
A Kirby cut in four on the long side, leaning at the top end of the tomato.
A few tablespoons of sour cream.
A glass of milk sitting on a love note.
A kiss from my love.
And a Yummy hug goodbye.

Some people like the day out, I can't wait for supper :-)

Love and love and love even more!! :)

I am from the other side.

For years I tried to go through to see the other side but when I got there all I could long for is to return.
Returning is a harder and a more difficult task. 
Back in the days I was a leader, a leader from within, today I am no leader but I remember how to get there, the map is in the history of me. though... this time around it will require help from what I now call the other side.
yes, I came through a portal, a wormhole that connects two worlds. when I return and returning I shell, I will understand things from both sides.
It is indeed a blessing but my soul cry's for what he lost.
I lost myself in a world that was not meant for me but yet it was built for my growth and understanding.
I will return before my time is up and I will connect the two world with the understanding of its history.
Thank you Hashem for all the quests and battles you send on me, I will always fight for right and if I Iose I will fight again with all I have left until you call for my return.

I find happiness in you!

Were you ever in the presence of someone very dear to you?
Were you ever in the presence of someone who you wish you can spend the rest of your life with?
Were you ever in the presence of that one who makes your stomach curl and your heart mush like fluffy marshmallows?
Hashem, I love being in your presence! and I love when you are close to me, I love feeling the curls in my stomach and I like when my heart is mush like the fluffy marshmallows!
I would run to the ends of the world and back just so I can feel that moment of love. yet you don't ask me to run the length of the universe. you don't ask me to jump from the sky. You don't ask me to swim to the bottom of the ocean. All you ask from me is to smile and to be a part of the relationship that I so long from the very first moment.
Thank you so much for giving me the understanding and the recognition of our relationship!
Yes I feel the curls in my stomach and yes my heart is fluffed like yummy marshmallows.
I am so blessed that I can feel that love for more than a moment.
I feel that love every moment of all the moments of every day of all the days...
I am the luckiest person alive and yes... so is every person in this universe!.

I am love tall.

If Love and longing for higher would build me tall, then I would have been the tallest person in the universe.
Well not really...  But I am longing to long in such ways!

Life is way too short...

They can break my heart but they can't take my soul.

Life is short...

Yes, some will take, And some will take a lot.
But life is too short.

Some will drain, And some will drain it all.
But life is too short.

Some will steal, and some will grab a palm full.
But life is too short.

Some will pretend, and then let you hang.
But life is too short.

Some will embarrass you and feel in-right
But life is too short

Some will and some will not.
Some will not and some will.
But life is too short.

I will stand with love!
I will conquer!  
And I will give again!

what will you do with yours?  Life is very short.

Trust of Balance.

Life is really hard and it is almost like its talking to me in code.
When I grow it grows with me and when I fall it falls apart. literally...
Sometimes I feel that I really understand the meaning of "the whole world was built for you".  I see it and live it daily. it's really scary to know that one holds such a strong responsibility But yet Hashem give me back my Neshama and says.
I trust in you and I put the whole world on your shoulder because you are strong enough to hold it, and yes I know that you are a newbie and at times it will wobble from side to side.
That's love, trust, and I have that in you.

Hashem I love you from the depths of my heart and with tears and a choking throat I take this world on my shoulders and with a smile I continue on not knowing if I will succeed today.
Thanks for giving me another chance, another day, another moment of breath.
It is a privilege and an honor to live and to walk aside you!
Thank you for trusting in me and trusting me with such a precious Jewel!

May I always remember this!!

A relationship with Hashem.

I'm am sooo inspired by your magnificent creation!
Thank you so Hashem for giving me the opportunity to see life and your beautiful world through eyes of inspiration.
Yes life is difficult in-itself but the outcome is rewarding when holding on through Emunah.
Hardships doesn't mean that happiness needs to go and sadness does not have too = in destruction.
I will not be a slave to society's decision of thought and their way of response, I will fight among the minority where we are all happy no matter of which side the World Turns.
I love you my dear father!  Thank you for holding my hands when I am going through the tough. With a deep understanding you stand by my side no matter who I am and how I turned out to be. You love me unconditionally!
And thanks for walking with me with your hand my shoulder like two lovebirds who don't want to part, especially when things are more upbeat in my life. It gives me a sense of direction in a journey that I am not fully familiar with yet. I feel safe in a world of chaos and I feel loved even in the long winter nights.
I love you with all I have and I will work every moment of all the moments to maintain and to build our relationship to be the closest and most heartfelt relationships of all time!

if only hearts could speak

If only hearts could speak. if only minds would have the strength to evaluate. if only we would understand how one falling tear is more then the world's largest concoction of dinemite..
Dear Hashem! my love to you is not writable nor explainable but you know my heart, my thoughts and my heading. please take me into your wings and guide me and show me the way and give me the strength to lead my self there.  be the armer for my internal battles and help me grow in our relationship that
I so long.
please shine on me the light of the Heavens and fill my desire to good. help me be greater then the me and let me not be afraid of my hearts cry.
I love you so much!!
please help me see though the dark cloud and be the me I can truly be.

With love ~Beenie.

To Truly Live!

We live only one time to remember.
Nothing will come with us when we leave. Life is so precious, every breath is a new gift, a continues love kiss for the almighty.
Yes!! live like no tomorrow and do something good even its small due-to it will make the difference of your smile when you lay in white.
We only take the truth and the hard sweaty work that we embed in our soul, the love that you gave to your one and beautiful surroundings. A good word that you already forgot that you sent to the other side.
Live in loving and love will be your candle, it will light your path after the body will leave to its belonging.
Now when I close my eyes, not knowing what I will see, I ask and pray to you Hashem, please give me back my Nashama with truth and health, give me the power to see the good in all and make the right decisio. Help me see you in everything and in the times that I am blind to my self. please put me on your wings and guide me to where I need be and when I fall lift me up and softly ask me with love to try again like you did so meany times before, let me hear you and know that it is you even it means standing alone, witch reminds me that you are always by my side.

I will die indeed. I  just hope it will be with the right ingredients to truly live!

Yes It Is Booming.

Go out and be one of the early birds to take in one of the most amazing moments.
the hibernating world of nature is coming to life and most don't even know it but yet it dose not hesitate from doing its work

We live in backwards a world.. don't wait till you hear your self talking to you and saying... wow I didn't even see it happen
but there are leaves on the trees. it got green so fast!!
Go out and learn to tap-in and adapt, and remember "that this moment will never be here again". 

(A conversation between Beenie & Beenie's mind)

A Time-bound Simulator.

A teardrop,  a single teardrop fell to the ground and shattered to countless little crystals
The sound of a fading Heart beat was looking out from within, waiting for my breath to inhale a new dose of life.
It was quite, deep and still, the drying lines from the last passing tear screamed in me.

I wish it wouldn't have stopped regardless of the pain of its journey.

It was clear to me that I am at the end and this door is about to close leaving everything I have and know behind.

Yes.. I was born in a world that is half and so it made me incomplete.
I traveled the distance and spoke to both sides, I built worlds and distorted universes, I lived in hiding and spilled it for all to know, I ran after the one in me only to find that I am, I am, I AM.

Now I can truly say that I WAS and yes, I sure hope to be!!!

A tear falls and so another follows. PumBoom. PumBoom. PumBoom... my heart is singing again the beautiful song of Hashem's wonders, only this time, I know that I can be, all of me.

Why wait to find out the hard way??

Live life to your fullest and always remember that you are what you allow yourself to be!

Back To Back.

A two-way street sometimes brings you together but if you keep driving it takes you further apart.
Respect is a distance healer even though you are back to back...
back to back is already a great connection!

Life is not that strange as we are to her...