LIFE SEASONING!

walking the long path alone with my self, in the season of fall,
looking around and see, the beauty of nature that i am a part
I'm running around with my hands spread like an eagle
a smile on my face
and tears falling to the ground, making a puddle of memories,
creating a desire to continue,
to continue a life that one can have
to grow and fall, but always with you by my side
like i am at yours,

the winter is in,
cold and icy, with a cover of snow.
dressed in red, and jumping in the white
falling and rolling with you in my arm
drip after drip,  my worm tears of joy falling to the ground, and melting the freezing snow,
I'm looking at you and see, my reflection of one, so much growth but so much to go

off we run to the fields of spring
yet empty and flat, but much to expect
we settle in and start to plant,
looking out from the window, day after day
waiting for ower work to get its deserve,
and when it start to grow and we see the outcome
we look at each other, with a worm greening,
i hope to move on with you at my side for "always and for ever"
and she answer back to me with a meaning smile "for worse and for better"

now the summer, so hot and flame
we still live together, we love and blame
but are being as one so tight and together
we can over come. every strong weather

so you and me we sure hope to be
truthful as one
and by that we sure will have a hole lot of fun! 

A COLERFUL WORLD!

"my heart is broken"
lost in a world of misery,
so much fog, i can't even see my own footsteps,
i wish i would know
which side to flow
i hover in the air
but filed, filed  with fear

"i know you are out there looking for a reason to"

fear, is what keeps you here

air and flow is the one thing you dont need to find, do to, it already found you

and i wish to know too, how much am i a part of the clue,

hold on, and watch from the fog, but the footsteps of no is the statement of is,

and all that, tells me much, about you being here while the misery is all out there,

"yes i live"
laugh and cry
i play every day and hope to fly
not a moment before because i am still the core
but i hope one day to be, siting on my knee
saying good by, while my true me is preparing to fly

i wish you to be
one day on your knee
and glad you will be here
out, and in to the clear!

"follow truth and truth will follow you"

COMPLETE!

My heart is there
and my brain is elsewhere,
I try to connect
to the one, I so respect,
the love so deep in me
I wish to share and give you the key,
I know, I should be there
wrapped in your arms, with an aura of care,
I want to continue on
and have a life full of fun,
with you my dear so close to my side
so beautiful and soft and full of pride,
and when time is right
and we feel as one
I'll buy you a flower, and continue on,
but now your beauty, so much more
I look at you and feel the core,
my inside fire that burns of out
I will never let go till end of no doubt. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!

years come and years go
we human just go with the flow,

days w'r up and days we sleep
some we do and some we don't keep,

we try we try and some we fail
but never give up just pay the bail,

out we go, back to the flow
because we say i-know i-know,

when the moment comes, and its filled with light
we wish we can stay, even it's night,

this is your day, filled with joy
I wish you in full a Successful deploy!

happy birthday rachel!!! :)

BE WHO YOU CAN BE!

open your eyes and see,  the beauty the shine,

and don't forget, the misery that we all say it's mine,

a world filled with passion, love and hate,

only if we would see it all, with a vision of faith..    
 
a high of nature, it took me far,

a smile of favor, it looks like tar,

truth is the key, to all we can be,

but the smile of  is, is like the sweetest kiss,

don't walk with a frown, it will always let you down,

instead live, laugh and love, and feel far far above..

a spark of love can build my life,

a drop of hate, can destroy the light,

I walk in the dark filled with fear,
 
I'm looking for the light that was once there,

I find a door and walk through, 

trying to figure out the big clue,

                              "THE JOURNEY OF".
           
feel the love and hurt, that text put upon the path of your journey,

strengthen the core of your inner, to be the strength of your outer,

"but always fear the strength"

fear of the outcome will be the beauty of the income,
                
                                     AND

be strong as water and flexible like the waves,

swift as the wind and untouchable like fire,

be who you can, by un-be who you were,

walk yourself and improve, the outcome to be the income,

stand by your side and never regret the un-be who you were,

                  BE WHO YOU CAN BE!  

LIFE CHOICE!

A HEART OF ONE

IS A HEART OF ALL...

GIVE IT GOLD,

AND IT WILL STAND AND AGE...

GIVE IT BLOOD,

AND IT WILL RICHEN THE FUTURE...

AGE IS HISTORIC AND RESPECTED,

FUTURE IS LIFE AND JOY...

I WILL SMILE WHILE I DIE!

Born in a world of darkness

colored with a tarp of red,

lived in a state of blindness

grew up far from bed,

walking the path of the past

heading to the road of all,

I build my life in the west

but feels like the south pole,

I try and try and sharply succeed

but got slowed down, from all the need,

I get closer and closer to the day to come

but can't move on,,, I feel so numb, 

but my strong heart

and talking eye,

separates me apart

and starts to fly,

I see so much, from the altitude high

the beauty so far, that makes me cry

I ask my soul to reunite me all

and by saying that, I start to fall

with tears in my eye I stop to fly

but I'll never give up as long I deny

and when I succeed it all, I will smile while I die!!

By: Beenie Biener

A DANCING SMILE!

I'm sitting outside
on a sleepless night,

with love, watching the moon
with a strong desire to bloom,

deep in the Galaxies I see a smile
meeting her mate without living in denial,

with so much love holding hands
I'm watching with tears, such a gentle dance,

and I'm thinking to me

why cant it be,

a couple down here,
to have such a beautiful affair,

we try so hard
that it pushes us apart,

all we need to connect
is a bit of respect!

"LIVE TO DIE
AND YOU WILL DIE TO LIVE"

ARE WE, WHO WE SAY WE ARE?

I ask so much

and reach to fly.

I say so little

and think I'm high.

but when I recharge every night

and tire during the day.

sometimes my light is dark

and sometimes my nights are light..

shine is the power of one

and dark is the pain of all.

and when i walk the straight line

i see the mountains low.

but when i look up i see valleys high.

my dear me

don't forget

that life is a net.

and my dear friend this i bet! 

LIVE AND LOVE SO YOU LOVE WHILE YOU LIVE

give to receive, and you will be loved, as you love!

live the mirror, and love will run.

don't face it, and it shall be your tail.

understand it, and you will become you.

live it, and you will live!!

A STRONG MIND!

a flaming heart,
is a mind of thought!

a heart with passion,
is a mind of norm!

a heart of desire,
is a mind of growth!

a strong heart,
is a state of achievement!

BUT A STRONG MIND, IS A HEART OF ONE!!

EMUNA!

You are my beauty my flower and shine, 
I will stand at your side even I’m blind!

I’ll see with my brain that is third in line,    
But now I put it first because I am blind!

I shall I shall I always say,
But all I really can is to ask and pray!

I’ll hold you tight and let you go,
And the reason to that is because I know!

MY WISH OF WISHES , , ,

the night is dark,
I'm standing at the time of crossings
the crossing from light to shadow
still my heart sharp as an arrow.

preparing for the fight,
a war of life and death
sure feels like hell blood bath.

the strong ring in my ear
brings out my deepest of fear
but you my dear
is all I care.

     "flower my dear                 
     if I can only share.
     my feelings towards you
     filled with peace and true"

                                          
                                  
                                    "my wish of wishes"

   I wish we can sit on the hilltops and watch the beauty within us.
a beauty sent by G-d with angels from heaven
 
   I wish we can hold each other, a hold of respect,
a respect not yet given to humanity
 
   I wish we can run miles; the ups and downs of the turning roads.   
and as one glide till end of times.

but when time changes   
and standing at the edge
I find myself in a world of emptiness, but yet full,
My blood is rushing though my heart
And my cells are like little vibrating worms
constantly waking me from my sleep of reality that is not yet so,
but the flashes of your inner beauty and your outer smile is life to my soul!

    dear beauty!

    hold my heart

    so i know we are not apart.

    and when time comes

    say my name and I will be free.     


HAPPY AND SAD

ALIVE OR IN SPIRIT
 
I WILL ALWAYS BE AT YOUR SIDE WITH A SMILE OF CARE!
 
with deep love!
-beenie! :)

this letter is dedicated to a friend!

i hope and wish for you peace!  happiness!  joy! harmony and fulfillment!

FLY MY DEAR FLY!

G-d gave us all a pair of wings... our goal in life is to learn how to fly...
no matter how hard it can get, the wind and rain will pull us down...
but as long as we keep looking upwards... heavens not so far away. Just try!




"G-D"  gave us all a pair of  "WINGS"... "OUR GOAL"  in life is to learn how "TO FLY"...
"NO MATTER HOW HARD IT CAN GET",  "THE WIND" and "RAIN" will pull us down...
but "AS LONG WE KEEP LOOKING UPWARDS"...  "HEAVENS NOT SO FAR AWAY".  
"JUST TRY".

(g-d)...................the infinite soars,

(wings)...............a body and soul, 

(our goal)............is to learn how to Balance it,

(to fly).................to get the most out of life

(no matter how hard it can get)................daily life problems,

(the wind..............so called friends

(and rain)............things that comes in suddenly in our lives, 

(will pull us down)..will break or motivation,

(as long as we keep looking upwards).........we stop,,,think,,, and take out the positive or a teaching,

(heavens not so far away)....we will always be happy

(Just try).............................please let me know how it worked out :) good luck!

 
g-d the infinite soars, gave us a body and soul,
we have to learn how to balance it and get the most joy out of life,
but we constantly bump into daily problems and takes away our clarity, sometimes it's someone close  and sometimes its just random things,
most of the time it breaks us physically and mentally,
but... hold on to your best friend u can ever have, HIS/HER name is "STOP/THINK" 
stop,,,think,,, and take out the positive or a teaching,

(HIS is the STOP - stop think take out the good and dump him "the past"
(HER is the THINK - think how to make your life a better place for yourself and reach for the future
then you will live a HAPPY life :)

TRY IT! :)

By Mikee Fisgus!

and Beenie Biener

I AM,,, AND I AM NOT,,,

                                                                                     I AM NOT

 

                                                                    BUT YET SO...     

    
                                                   YOU ARE ME

                              AND I WILL BE...
 

      I WILL ALWAYS BE
                              
                             AND NEVER WILL...
                   
                                                   BUT IF YOU THINK SO

                                                                                     BE, I WILL...

TURN AND TURN BUT NEVER STOP

When life is on the down roll to me, I make sure to bring it back up. 

When life is on a down roll in her, I make sure to fall with,  not under.

But if you tell me, that life stopped and there is no need,, then I tell u now,  for it to come 

         

I WILL LEAD and LIFE WILL FOLLOW!

TRUE LOVE!

Love in looks is a sparkle.  

Love in a sparkle is a beginning.

Beginning is a start of internal.

Internal is black and white.

Black and white is an overwrite.

Overwrite leads to truth.

If you love truth, then you experience true love!

By: Beenie Biener

IS IT WORTH IT? CAN IT POSSIBLY BE? WHAT IF?

She wakes from her sleep that she never sleeps,
her deep emotions is about to put me to the test,
fearful and unexpected.

I'm looking into her beautiful eyes and thinking,
is it worth it? can it possibly be? what if?
it's up to me and only me,
but sometimes I lose my path and can no longer see her beautiful face,
its hard and dark, it became small and complicated, no where to go no one to ask.
                                                                                                                                         
                           the voice in my head "All continents are connected by water
All city's are connected by borders,
All in these city gates are connected by a stream of communication"

I'll find my way back to my beautiful lady,
I'll kiss and hug her, and give her the appreciation that she deserves,
and by singing my love to her I fill her heart with a flower of fire,
to my sad but happiest day I lost you once again,
I run fast and swift to find your love and beauty once more.