7/8/15

The good finding in stubbornness.

A blessing.
Yes I was blessed with the gift of stubbornness,
and so I pray to the almighty to continue to strengthen my heart to use it for good.
28 year ago, I was put on a mission, the battle preparations took me nine months.
When I was ready and entered the battle filed I realized what it is happening and I strongly feared my journey. But there was no going back,
I knelled, and I took upon me to go through it and penetrate this flaming world of darkness and destruction, with the goal to survive.
I passed by many countries, states, towns and villages. In some I battled, in some traded, and in some I used to hide out.
No... Sadly I did not win it all.
I found myself under the sword and was be-slaved for many years.
Throughout time my scars and bruises piled to a high count, it became hard to remember the story beneath it all.
One day an opportunity passed bye so I hoped on and I escaped the darkness. I ran faster than my feet can take me but this time I was running with my soul, a secret I learned and came to understand though my heard times in slavery,
a tool that has endless strength only if continuously plugged with an old gift that Hashem gave me when I was still a young cadet,  "the gift of stubbornness".

Thank you so much Hashem for all you send my way, I know that I do not know and I Understand that I do not understand but I believe!!!

7/2/15

Always and forever.

Tonight's pain is with no word's trapped deep inside, all I can do is listen to my crashed heart, and hope..

Dear father my king and the king of infinity, I will return again and again till I make it with true love!  
 
With Love,
 ~Beenie