Master of the world! Thank you so so much for filling my heart with love and desire for good,
My heart is tearing from wanting to live truth and to see your wonders,
Hashem you KNOW me, you know my thoughts and my love to you, my battles who is scattered thought-out my journey.
Thank you so much for guiding me and holding me on your wings and thank you for giving me the understanding and power to see and to climb, thank you for laying soft sand in the valley so when I fall I don't turn into dust, thank you for giving me stubbornness to look up and not cry over my fall only to take my broken pieces and start again to reach the peak, through a new path with a backpack that holds old and has place for new knowledge.
Dear Almighty my love to you is way to much for my heart to hold but my (sechel) mind knows without understanding and it gives me the strength to slowly carve out the black and fill it with white light, light that hugs my soul, letting me know that we are one.
Now I close my eyes and see your beautiful world, a world of real.
I open my eyes and now understand why!
6/18/14
MY JOURNEY!
Life will make you cry,
Life will make laugh,
Sometimes you will fly,
And sometime crash,
But always get back up and say, this is my journey
"MY JOURNEY!"
Life will make laugh,
Sometimes you will fly,
And sometime crash,
But always get back up and say, this is my journey
"MY JOURNEY!"
THE BOY ON THE OTHER SIDE!
I was young,
On top of the stool I stood and looked into the mirror, there I saw a reflection of my self.
I looked away and then looked back and still there I was, with a smile I took one last glance and walked away.
From that day on I tried to find that young and happy boy on the other side, hoping to recognize my self, but I never saw him again. I came across the angel of growth and met the reflection of my fall,
I saw the high mountains on the back of my palms but yet I couldn't reach it..
Last night I sat down on the stool, only to find someone on the other side, with a surprised smile I asked what he is doing on the other side?
he smiled back and paused with a long gaze... and then said,
many years ago when I was young, I had a dream of climbing the worlds highest height and oh boy I did... the journey started with opening my eyes then a deep and slow inhale, ohh that breath! it was life itself.
Then I got up, ran outside, and jumped up to the top of the big rock right in the middle of my back yard, feeling happy that I reached the height of the world. I made my way down only finding myself at the same place were I started.
All confused I looked around not understanding how I am standing the same like before when I already reached such heights?
That night when I was deep in my thoughts, before I fell asleep, I heard the voice deep inside,
CHAIM YOIL'Y... TODAY YOU ACHIEVED GREATNESS, TODAY YOU LEARNED THAT BEING UP
HIGH IS ONLY SO AS LONG YOU STAY UP BUT COMING DOWN DOS NOT MEAN THAT YOU LOSE THE EXPERIENCE AND KNOWLEDGE, IT ALL DEPENDS WHY AND HOW YOU CAME DOWN!
I smiled, took one last glance and walked away, knowing that I will never see him again on the other side but I will always see my reflection of that boy to what he become.
On top of the stool I stood and looked into the mirror, there I saw a reflection of my self.
I looked away and then looked back and still there I was, with a smile I took one last glance and walked away.
From that day on I tried to find that young and happy boy on the other side, hoping to recognize my self, but I never saw him again. I came across the angel of growth and met the reflection of my fall,
I saw the high mountains on the back of my palms but yet I couldn't reach it..
Last night I sat down on the stool, only to find someone on the other side, with a surprised smile I asked what he is doing on the other side?
he smiled back and paused with a long gaze... and then said,
many years ago when I was young, I had a dream of climbing the worlds highest height and oh boy I did... the journey started with opening my eyes then a deep and slow inhale, ohh that breath! it was life itself.
Then I got up, ran outside, and jumped up to the top of the big rock right in the middle of my back yard, feeling happy that I reached the height of the world. I made my way down only finding myself at the same place were I started.
All confused I looked around not understanding how I am standing the same like before when I already reached such heights?
That night when I was deep in my thoughts, before I fell asleep, I heard the voice deep inside,
CHAIM YOIL'Y... TODAY YOU ACHIEVED GREATNESS, TODAY YOU LEARNED THAT BEING UP
HIGH IS ONLY SO AS LONG YOU STAY UP BUT COMING DOWN DOS NOT MEAN THAT YOU LOSE THE EXPERIENCE AND KNOWLEDGE, IT ALL DEPENDS WHY AND HOW YOU CAME DOWN!
I smiled, took one last glance and walked away, knowing that I will never see him again on the other side but I will always see my reflection of that boy to what he become.
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