ALONE BY THE GRAVESTONE!

I am past the need
and floating in a world close to complete.

But now you are gone so far away
I keep waiting for you day after day,
Please come back, I need you love.
It's hard to know that you are so far above.

I am sitting by your stone
all alone,
waiting for a sign
so I can feel fine.

Why did you leave me without saying goodbye,
you vanished in a moment so deep in the sky..

Far in my dream
I hear a scream,
I open my eye
and see a fly, 

So I listen in
to the voice so far and thin.

 
I was hurt and jumped, I died in the rain,
I thought it would ease my heavy pain.
But now I know, it was a passing flow,
sorry my darling, I had to go,

Every night when you go to sleep,
my spirit comes down and takes a peek.
I take your tear into my heart,
my love, my darling, I feel so apart.

I will watch you from above with a smile of care
to make you feel better I send you my tear.

Don't give up due to the pain 

don't give up just find me in the rain,
we live and die, my love don't cry,
it's only my body, my soul will fly,

I will wait for you here, without any fear,
please come up clean and clear.

The day is near
I don't have fear 
and I didn't forget your loving tear!

LIVE NOW FOR AFTER-LIFE!

Now I am, and tomorrow I will be
Flesh and blood, till no-one can see me

seventy  years, perhaps a bit more
to struggle here for afterlife glor

when the day is near, I hope not to fear

and the fall of my tear, will make it all clear

high and low it will always bring a challenge

to my body and soul that seeks the pressure of balance

Healthy and strong, till I go to were I ultimately belong

but not for to long, if I live truthfully strong!

                                                          

THE MEMORY IS ALIVE

We are the holder of our memories.
sometimes we know it,
sometimes we see it,
sometimes its our shadows,
sometimes we embrace it,
and sometimes not.

"WE ARE OUR MEMORY"

we can not run from it even we run a lifetime, but we can clean it and keep it safe. and to know, that I am what life plowed my way. with out the smallest event I would not be who I am now.
AND THE NOW IS ALREADY GONE!

LIVE THE PAST AND KNOW THE REST!

I failed to protect,
my me to be perfect.

But life is on,
so make a new bond.

I go over the past,
and know how to live the rest.

A life full of,
but always remember the one above!

IN STATE OF WISDOM!

A wise person is some who speaks with his wisdom.
but if you get lost in your wisdom, wisdom dose not stand with you yet!