I was lost in the forest without seeing the beginning of its finding. I settled and started to live the life of its state. With passing time I became lost in the lostness but with minimum ease.
After living so for a longer time, the deeply hidden spark of memory awoke and I started crying. a strong longing for longing made me miss the olden times when I was Nashama where all steps were beautiful even after coming home to a warm home with wet or muddy shoes, I had the privilege to take it off and wash it to a state of new. Now I am in the lost so far without a home and without shine in site.
But is it so? the voice in me asked!
And he elaborated.
For many years you traveled the world and saw the greatness of the Almighty's wanders and how detailed his incredible art is. It is without flaw, even the mud plays an important role in its entirety. you are a vital part of his world and all you are going through is as well. So just open your heart and let your tears fall and ask Hashem to show you the way through his most amazing and wonderful world and to take you through the path were things speak with smile and beauty and even if it is a rainy day and your clothing needs to be changed after a long few hours, it should still be a positive experience!
For a long time, I didn't hear your voice so clear, I have missed you so much!
Now, with lightness I started to run and without knowing where to, but this time I had Emunah with me and it felt amazing!!!
Where it will take me I am not sure but I am sure it will be just great wherever it does!
Living with Hashem as a partner is the greatest feeling in this world and an incredible privilege!
Privilege comes with strong responsibilities. And the key to the fullness of this great relationship is through living up to those responsibilities and holing them dear and true!
May I Always Remember!
