MY WISH OF WISHES , , ,

the night is dark,
I'm standing at the time of crossings
the crossing from light to shadow
still my heart sharp as an arrow.

preparing for the fight,
a war of life and death
sure feels like hell blood bath.

the strong ring in my ear
brings out my deepest of fear
but you my dear
is all I care.

     "flower my dear                 
     if I can only share.
     my feelings towards you
     filled with peace and true"

                                          
                                  
                                    "my wish of wishes"

   I wish we can sit on the hilltops and watch the beauty within us.
a beauty sent by G-d with angels from heaven
 
   I wish we can hold each other, a hold of respect,
a respect not yet given to humanity
 
   I wish we can run miles; the ups and downs of the turning roads.   
and as one glide till end of times.

but when time changes   
and standing at the edge
I find myself in a world of emptiness, but yet full,
My blood is rushing though my heart
And my cells are like little vibrating worms
constantly waking me from my sleep of reality that is not yet so,
but the flashes of your inner beauty and your outer smile is life to my soul!

    dear beauty!

    hold my heart

    so i know we are not apart.

    and when time comes

    say my name and I will be free.     


HAPPY AND SAD

ALIVE OR IN SPIRIT
 
I WILL ALWAYS BE AT YOUR SIDE WITH A SMILE OF CARE!
 
with deep love!
-beenie! :)

this letter is dedicated to a friend!

i hope and wish for you peace!  happiness!  joy! harmony and fulfillment!